tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-133571542011-04-22T02:07:22.787+08:00` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.comBlogger451100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1126064046856494482005-09-07T11:28:00.000+08:002005-09-07T11:34:06.863+08:00ytd got tkd... i know tat guy's name lerr... he is jin hui... dunno how tuu spell... but haishh... he is under he demo derr worrs... do the performance... so cool!!!! haishh... cool oso got use mahhs? he dun evn noe i like him. he dun evn noe wads my name... ytd i actually found out tt i lo0rve him... how? now im super sadd lerr... *cry*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-112606404685649448?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1125885332784591922005-09-05T09:52:00.000+08:002005-09-05T09:55:32.790+08:00yay!! todayy is my 2 bestie frenn derr bdae lerrs!!!<br /><img src="http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b213/lilmisslonely/thhappybday.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com" /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">my 2 angels bao bei lao po (guiling) n jin jin xiang gong... wo aii nii men.. see yarr later kx?</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-112588533278459192?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1125806074930502722005-09-04T11:48:00.000+08:002005-09-04T11:54:34.936+08:00ytd the tuition got one new boy cum wib one guy frm my class derr lorr... i tink they frenns lar... i one nerdd and one act bengg... bth sux... the act beng one let mi pu heii lorr... i dam du lan him... i sayy i not interested tuu lk at garls then he sayy waddeva shit comments... <span style="font-size:180%;">LIKE I GOT ASK HIS BLARDY PIE HOLE TUU TOK SIA! FREAK!</span><br />then my another guy fren hong sheng, kept tokin... then cher sayy wann call his parents... then tat act beng buay bengg guy say so softly like bo lam pa lidatt say" song bo' he is whispering tuu himself lorrhh... SO HUM JI... despise him mans... blardy freak...i brb now.. tuu be continued<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-112580607493050272?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1125718477764863012005-09-03T11:25:00.000+08:002005-09-03T11:34:37.773+08:00first ting i wana say :<br /><img src="http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b213/lilmisslonely/happybirthday.gif" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com" /><br />mole mole. dun jiao weii wibb miie ler... 14 yr old mus b mature ler... frens foreva.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-112571847776486301?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1125665525091614532005-09-02T20:49:00.000+08:002005-09-02T20:52:05.100+08:00todyy got tok tuu kb... broke darr ice lerrh... hur hur~ forgett it bahhs... haishh.. the racial harmony photo v lett mi chua tio lorr... pengz... tot got ghost inside... hurhur~<br /><br />tinggs tuu do<br />_` tink of him<br />_` be more lady like<br />_` wad eva<br />_` wadeva<br /><br />wishes<br />`_ be wibb him<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-112566552509161453?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1125485942742825082005-08-31T18:43:00.000+08:002005-08-31T18:59:02.766+08:0029o8o5<br />kb mde miie real angry todayy... his freakin attitude made mii so du lann... he sayy we force them tuu payy up... yea yea... wadeva... he dunid tuu chap in derr lorr... xtra kalafeii... hmpf!! i dun wann tok tuu himm... =)<br />3oo8o5<br />todayy nv tok tuu kb... hur hur~ he v attitude lorr... and todayy got tkd!!! yay!! learn pattern lerr... gg grading at oct... kekex... im so scared... =x i wann double promotion!!! evry punch mux hav force bahh... my ah bu sayy derr... wentt ntuc and bot tings ferr the party tmr... so fun!!! we mde sandwiches... scared tmr no1 eat... hur hur~ i wishh ferr loads of tings...<br />31o8o5<br />todayy kb nv cum... he ps mahh... nv payy up... then nv cum... lols... i practice tkd at the partyy.. ah bu my tutor... hehex... thenn the partyy wass a huge succes..!!!!!!!! yay!!! no leftpovers... ppl sayy our sandwiches are nice... the watermelon sago's nice... and evrytingg wass going fine... so funn today!!! he hexz.... so happi... wentt tuu cut my hair... my dream hair... yay!!! hur hur~ i lk like a boi now... =)<br /><br />i wishh<br />_tuu b wib him<br />_evryone happi<br />tings tuu do<br />_practice tkd patternn... mke sure i noe evryting<br />_study<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-112548594274282508?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1125221947175116962005-08-28T17:20:00.000+08:002005-08-28T17:39:07.183+08:00<strong>haishh... he now dwnstair teaching tkd... i see him my hart ping pong ping pong jump sia... haishh... i realli v misserable... stewpid... sadd... devastated... i realli v jue wangg... sia... maybb tis is not crushh... but love??? BO KO LENGG!!! haishh... i v mao dunn now... i know... polyy got many chio bu... and i stand 0% of chance being his gf... i should not hav made myself fall ferr himm... *cry* haishh... i so retardd... realli retardd... i suckk</strong><br /><strong></strong><br />ytd tuition.. got new cherr laex... frm bedok view derr... hod sci... retired derr cherr... well... she gong gong one... accidentally let us go earlyy... but called us bck later *sians*... hur hur~ i wass tink tuu run away wib ona n tin9 but end up nv... then got engg.. i din do herr work agnn... nottie arr miie... lols... then got chinese and afetr tat i quarrelled wib my jie larhhs... she sayy i giv attitude... but atts my attitude... wad she wann mans... haishh... POO POO!!<br /><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">ting tuu do:</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">stp crying</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">stp tinking of him</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">stp going out of the hse tuu lk at him teaching tkd</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">wishes:</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">tuu b wib him</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;">he doesnt hav a gf (0% cum tru)</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-112522194717511696?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1125114334603997872005-08-27T11:30:00.000+08:002005-08-27T11:45:34.616+08:00<strong>told paiku daddy abt my crushh lerr... he sayy wann ask tat guy got gf mahh... i den dun wann worrs.. so scared... scared i kana hurt agnn... haishh... i dunn wann tuu noe tat reality... i wld sure be sadd der... poly so manyy chhio bu... he of cos wld like sum garl derr mahh... i cnt even hold a candle tuu them... so daddyy,,, thks ferr your kind intention but i realli noe i cnt accept the fact derr... mayb tat i cn oni b frenns wib him... provided now i dun realli noe him... nv realli tok a lot... but got tok larhh... i tink its not oni a crushh.. i tink of him evrydayy... i tink its a huge crushh or like bahh... pls dunn lett it b love.. if not it wld b my past self... evrydayy sad derr... no smiles and tings lidatt... hao bu rong yi forgot the tortoise lerr... now stil got one xiao hei renn come out... haishh... zhen si bei aii arhh... crushhes arent tat nice... i'm miserable now... in fact veryy miserable...</strong><br />arloes... erm... todayy woke up at abt 10am.. slept at 9.30... so early worrs... i wass so tiredd ytd... kekex...now tuning tuu tian kong by jolin.. welll ytd wass a angry and rather sadd dayy... i forgot tuu wirte abt it ytd... keke.... mdm natasha found out abt our teacher's dayy suprise... i was so freakin angry abt tat kaes... hu's tat fcukin bigg mouth hu said tat... shit them lorr... so kiam siap... oni $4 though its qyt ex... but pls lorr... last yr togetherr laex... cntt our class be more united??? damm it... argghh... v angry lorr... our class jus refuse to cooperate... collect $4 frm them oso v difficult... i feel like bursting out now... sumomre i v sadd now kaex?? aiyar... sadd is you noe y bahhs... haishh... its realli ratherr impossible thoughh...<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">wishes:</span><br /><em>class tuu cooperate more..</em><br /><em>the partyy tuu b granted...</em><br /><em>tuu b wibb my crushh...</em><br /><em>to collect abt 100$ by wj n gl bdae...(savings)</em><br /><em>quit being uncouthh... be a real garl...(im one.. but actions doesnt show..)</em><br /><em></em><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">tings tuu do:</span><br /><em><span style="color:#000000;">be v gentle like...</span></em><br /><em>go tuition..</em><br /><em>calm myself</em><br /><em>confront those hu lett the cat out of e bagg</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-112511433460399787?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1125056671613910672005-08-26T19:32:00.000+08:002005-08-26T19:48:19.683+08:00<strong>You know everything that I'm afraid of</strong><br /><strong>You do everything i wish i did</strong><br /><strong>Everybody wants you, everybody loves you</strong><br /><strong>I know i should tell you how i fellI wish everyone would disappear</strong><br /><strong>Every time time you call me, I'm too scared to be me</strong><br /><strong>And I'm too shy to say </strong><br /><strong>Ooh, I got a crush on you</strong><br /><strong>I hope you feel the way that i do</strong><br /><strong>I get a rushWhen I'm with you</strong><br /><strong>Ooh, I've got a crush on you </strong><br /><strong>A crush on you </strong><br /><strong>You know, I'm the one that you can talk to</strong><br /><strong>And sometimes you tell me thing that i don't want to know</strong><br /><strong>I just want to hold you</strong><br /><strong>And you say exactly how you feel about her </strong><br /><strong>And I wonder, could you ever think of me that way </strong><br /><strong>Ooh, I got a crush on you</strong><br /><strong>I hope you feel the way that i do</strong><br /><strong>I get a rush</strong><br /><strong>When I'm with you</strong><br /><strong>Ooh, I've got a crush on you </strong><br /><strong>A crush on you </strong><br /><strong>Ooh, I wish i could tell somebody</strong><br /><strong>But there's no one to talk to, nobody knows</strong><br /><strong>I've got a crush on you</strong><br /><strong>A crush on you, I got a crush </strong><br /><strong>You say everything that no one says</strong><br /><strong>But i feel everything that you're afraid to feel</strong><br /><strong>I will always want you, I will always love you</strong><br /><strong>I've got a crush...</strong><br /><strong>feelings developed when you tok and smile at miie... i jus feel so shyy whenver im wibb youu... i guess i've got a huge crush on yo0x...</strong><br /><br />so long nv update lerr... have binn realli lazy tis few dayys... or ratherr weeks... yarr... taekwondo leesons... are qyt funn... got cute guyss worr... =)) hur hur~ i noe lar... i v hao se ones... XD todayy wentt ferr c.o and thenn recently i hadd a crush on a guy... his frm polyy... yea... ermm sum poly... i dunno wadd course... noe himm outside... his v gentlemenn... frm i cnn see lar... evyrwk cn see him... cos you noe lar... go whr then cn see... shhh... cnnot sayy whr.. cos mke it too obvious lerr.. hur hur~ i noe cnt b wibb him... i cn oni admire onli... yea... =)) or =(( haishhh...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-112505667161391067?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1124183162097147282005-08-16T17:03:00.000+08:002005-08-16T17:06:02.103+08:00todayy so sian... i dam careless lor... my mathes... all careless mistake lors... fuck lar... im so retarded... haish... yay! taekwondo strt lerr... later i then sayy the first lesson is how k? bye<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-112418316209714728?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1124027303011793942005-08-14T21:46:00.000+08:002005-08-14T21:48:23.010+08:00i cooled down a lil lerr.. at least mum gave mie a reasonable ans... grrr... sunmtimes they relai get on my nerves and sumitmes they are reali gd... haishh... my temper sux... y cnt i control it now... wadd happened tuu mie? im nt lidatt in the past der... i flare up at hme so easily.. haishh... wadd happen? moodyy miie =(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-112402730301179394?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1124026975649258792005-08-14T21:30:00.000+08:002005-08-14T21:42:55.656+08:00<div align="left"><strong>my life is so freakin ass sia... haishh... parents aree dam unreasonable... i reali cn burst my temper on them lor... sumtimes i reali cnt tahan them lor... sux big time... haishh...i hate naggers... i get so hot temper jus cos of thme sia... lame asses... sian todayy... so dionk lorr... i sta at he,... then revise... haish.. no mood lar... angry xuans signin off... fcuk up</strong></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-112402697564925879?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1123947402134494072005-08-13T23:31:00.000+08:002005-08-13T23:36:42.133+08:00<strong>managed tuu leave the pastt... free frm him... he is out of my hart!! and yay... awaiting ferr a tru lurbb... had a dream it shows a guy... luving mi wibb his hartt... and trted mi like his treasure... hus tat guy??</strong><br /><br />hehex... todayy go tuition... thenn at the end obb the tuition i haven finish zuo wen... mi n wen xue pass up.. then the cherr scream ferr us tuu cum bckk... i bett shes dam angryy bahhs... we ran out laughing our hart out... kekex... cos we din wan tuu do.. we cht cht cht,.. cher ne mahh.. then wann us stay bck... we jus pass up a blank papaer and run sehh... i at frist v dan xin she will call my lao bu... cos got once mahh... then kana grounded ferr the dam week... sian 1/2...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-112394740213449407?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1123848185191956532005-08-12T19:57:00.000+08:002005-08-12T20:03:05.203+08:00hehex... todayy go tke pics wibb shi li and hui xin and muahh deares lao po... darr pic nice sia... =) kekex... hmm... go ferr c.o lorrs... thenn dunno lerr... siann nth tuu rite lerr.. buaix haihsh<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-112384818519195653?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1123944669068185832005-08-08T22:45:00.000+08:002005-08-13T23:23:45.156+08:00went tuu orchard todayy... took pics... afetr the national dayy ting... watchh movie evil eyes... then spend til left 35 cents... so poo poo worrs... keke.x.. at first ask mole mole cum derr.. he run awayy... so rude...lols.. <img alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com" src="http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b213/lilmisslonely/stariieleggedited.jpg" /><br /><br /><img alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com" src="http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b213/lilmisslonely/miienational.jpg" /><br /><br /><img alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com" src="http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b213/lilmisslonely/finonanmiie.jpg" /><br /><br />ooops... the pics.. are a lil too bigg... srty... scroll tuu dar side if you wana see.. thks `<br />=)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-112394466906818583?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1122982789564246692005-08-02T19:37:00.000+08:002005-08-02T19:39:49.566+08:00todayy go watchh red candyy wibb joanne, lao po, xiang gong, gina, pai ku, terence... hehex... nice showw... cryy whenn the partt kyoko bf weii lerr ta diee... v sadd... insteadd not scaryy... sadd nia... thenn wafterr tat go hme lerr... kekex... nice dayy... hapy =))<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-112298278956424669?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1122982566871593102005-08-01T18:08:00.000+08:002005-08-02T19:36:49.456+08:00wahahahs... todayy go taka wibb joanne, jie fu, wei jin... kekex... jie fu got $160 taka voucherr.... thenn we firstt go buyy his shoe... cos t $67.90... thenn we go findd levi's jeanns forr jie fuu butt no he's size as he too skinnyy lerr... lols... thenn we go b2 buyy meiji derr choco using $20 voucherr... *song bo* thenn we shop shopp... joanne sayy wannt buyy shoe ferr herr motherr aka jie fu der mother in law... shoo we go buy tracce brand derr... cost $42.20 worrs... then got $40 too spendd leftt... we go buyy pasta eatt... cost $20 andd buy x large gelato... yi ren yi beii worrs... eatt untill songg ar... feel so xin fuu... firstt time in my life eatt so bigg cupp... evrytime eatt 2 flvourr derr,,, pengs... realli enjoyy todayy... =))<br /><br />happy xuans signingg off -<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-112298256687159310?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1122281730040149912005-07-25T16:54:00.000+08:002005-07-25T16:55:30.040+08:00todayy got prefectt investiture... then i kana forced derr.. if it wasntt for ah ma... ten i dunn go lerr... now i gg tuition... see yarr~ muackx... myy dayy suck`<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-112228173004014991?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1121948543832338122005-07-21T20:18:00.000+08:002005-07-21T20:26:15.543+08:00<span style="color:#ccffff;">19 julyy</span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">dearr diaryy...todayy wass a v memorablle dayy n sadd dayy... todayy my bao beii ah bu n bao beii jie mei... fight until v ke lian... i v xim tia lorr... see ah bu bleed... theyy fightt overr choclate bahh cos ah bu giv us chocolate then jie meii buay songg cos we gals cheatt... then they fight until we cryy... cryy till v chumm... haish...</span> <span style="color:#33ffff;">*speechless* *jue wang*</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">20 julyy</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;">dearr diaryy... todayy was jus sum dayy i eva spentt in schh... haishh oos anotherr sadd dayy... afterr sch nv meet dimension ppl... haishh... meet oso sadd... nv meet oso sadd... dunno wadd larr... siann... </span><span style="color:#33ccff;">*sobb*</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">21 julyy</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;"><span style="color:#33ccff;">dearr diaryy... todayy is racial harmonyy dayy... kekex... i wore a bahju kurongg... yeahh... nice clothes bahh... butt my shoe mke miie so pain.. then afterr tat gott c.o... see fuyee vv sadd.... im so sryy i cntt help herr bahh... =( lovve sux nehh...</span> </span><span style="color:#3366ff;">*i miis youu-</span><br /><span style="color:#33ffff;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-112194854383233812?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1121684565822585082005-07-18T18:51:00.000+08:002005-07-18T19:02:45.826+08:00<span style="color:#ffff00;">todayy wentt cs eatt... b4 go tat time go eatt at pasarr malam` <span style="color:#ffcc66;">*haish*</span> dunno y evrytime i dinn do anyting wrong then gl like v angryy wibb miie or dun heck cre miie... evn giv miie attidute or gin miie... =( </span><span style="color:#ffcc66;">*haishh*</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">so manyy tingg made miie sadd but a feww mke miie happi nia </span><span style="color:#ffcc66;">*sobs*</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">good news worrs... joanne n qz patchh lerr... evryting is back tuu normall... hope theyy dun giv up on each other agnn` if not i wld be v gek xim lorr... joanne sadd... i oso sadd... sho now joanne happi i happi lerr..</span><span style="color:#ffcc66;">*yay* </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">then qz so gd sia todayy... qing joanne, wei jin, gl n miie go swensenn` *hehe* ate topless five... todayy at first got tuition... then nv go.,.. cos i too tired... then gg on wed lorr... tke mrt tuu thr... or evn taxi bahhs... <span style="color:#ffcc66;">*haish*</span> dunno larrs... i v sadd now... gg cryy lerr... <span style="color:#ffcc66;">*haish*</span> <span style="color:#ffcc33;">*sobbs*</span> i miss himm` still fang bu kaii...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">=(</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-112168456582258508?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1121587072267085322005-07-17T15:49:00.000+08:002005-07-17T15:57:52.273+08:00<span style="color:#6666cc;">sadness all overr miie... todayy is anotherr typicall dayy of my loneliness n sadness` i in morning wake up lerr then feel v sian... tinking tat y is evryting ending so soon???? luv, life is the fastest ting tat end soon... ppl often say "i lurb you forever" but is oni sayy sayy nia.. you tink they mean it derr mehh? jus like forestt... he sayy neberr evr leave miie... but now... already 79 dayys he leftt lerr... hope he is hapi now...i reali v peng kui now... usless shitt miie... now stil ahven forgett... jus like wadd qi zhi siad... luv is wu qing... haish... see my jie jie (wen) so sadd... i v hartbrokenn... though i dun realli noe wadd happenn between them... but i noe... tat bth parties r sadd... not like mi n forestt... i sadd, he happi... leading a normal life... which is better... dun wan him unhapi... he happi.. jiu hao... i wann evrybd arnd mii happi... dun wan sadd sadd... bt i jus oso cnt sadd sadd... i noe if my bao beiis happi... i will cheer up a lil... todayy rott at hme... haish... then cht with qi zhi n sum ppl bahhs... see him so saddistic as i m... i also... xin li v xin ku... i agree... luv hurts big time... it changes us... frm gd tuu badd n bad tuu gd... hope evryting will b on e right track... wish.... mi n him togter agn... wishh evrybd happi... wishh mi happi... salang haeyo` forestt` zhu ni yong yuan kai xin... =( moncheri *</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-112158707226708532?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1119616683445238952005-06-24T20:23:00.000+08:002005-06-24T20:38:03.450+08:00<span style="color:#6633ff;">todayy din go outt... so i at hme rott... then do h/w... haish... spend the whole dayy... tinking abt grp of 5 n dimensions the happi dayys... last time we all are the bestes frens in e world... though there are sum disagreements... we did nott seperate... until the 3oo5o5... we left each other... n tat was oso the dayy tat he leftt miie too... haish... 2 da ji... broken frenship n brokenn relationship... v sadd,,, why mus heaven b so unfair tuu us?????? y??????? haish... i realli mis the dimensions... n hope evryting will go bck like the pastt... when he n miie... n grp of 5 n dimensions... happi 4eva... tis is wad i wishh......</span><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i met the guy obb my drms in my dreamworld.... he was a kind person... i dunno hu he is as i cnt see his face.... butt... its a v weird n vague drm... n i woked up i aghast... haish... hope drms cum true... the guy obb my drms will b him```</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc6600;">garl mishes boi(past) /:: lurbes youu` iheart*youu- i nidd a miracle,,, dear god_ gib miie one`</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-111961668344523895?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1119531417035073642005-06-23T20:48:00.000+08:002005-06-23T20:56:57.036+08:00[[hav youu everr]] -the song i had alwaes listenned when i tot of youu`*<br /> Sometimes it's wrong to walk away<br />Though you think it's over<br />Knowing there's so much more to say<br />Suddenly the moment's gone<br />And all your dreams are upside down<br />And you just want to change the way the world goes round <br />Tell me<br />Have you ever loved and lost somebody<br />Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry<br />Can't you see<br />That's the way I feel about you and me<br />Have you ever felt your heart was breaking<br />Looking down the road you should be taking<br />I should know<br />'Cos I loved and lost the day I let you go <br />Can't help but think that this is wrong<br />We should be together<br />Back in your arms where I belong<br />Now I finally realise<br />It was forever that I found<br />I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round <br />Tell me<br />Have you ever loved and lost somebody<br />Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry<br />Can't you see<br />That's the way I feel about you and me, baby<br />Have you ever felt your heart was breaking<br />Looking down the road you should be taking<br />I should know (I should know)<br />'Cos I loved and lost the day I let you go <br />I really want to hear you say<br />That you know just how it feels<br />To have it all and let it slip away<br />Can't you see<br />I know the moment's gone<br />I'm still holding on somehow<br />Wishing I could change the way the world goes round <br />Tell me<br />Have you ever loved and lost somebody<br />Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry<br />Can't you see (Oh)<br />That's the way I feel about you and me, baby<br />Have you ever felt your heart was breaking<br />Looking down the road you should be taking<br />I should know (I should know)<br />'Cos I loved and lost the day I let<br />Yes I loved and lost the day I let<br />Yes I loved and lost the day I let you go *<br /><br />in the pastt.. we r alwaes shoo happi together... youu stood by miie... n gave miie... warmth n care... youu nv faill tuu make miie smile whne im angry orr sadd... with ur cuteness n innoncence... youu made miie lurbb youu even more... till the nfortunate dayy... it was ur choice tuu leave miie... n start ur life a new... forgetting tat youu said u nv let miie go... but youu lied... haish... til now... i still cnt let go the last luv youu gave miie... i'm v lost tat... y mus u leave mi??? youu nv told miie wads ur reason... the dayy youu leftt, b4 youu tell miie.... youu still said i lurbb youu tuu miie,,, but wad happen? im realli lost... wishhing youu'll lurb miie like the pastt`<br /><br />_promises r meant tuu b brokenn` ah yi told miie tat`<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-111953141703507364?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1119530284925397402005-06-23T20:19:00.000+08:002005-06-23T20:38:04.930+08:00<span style="color:#3366ff;">todae go watch initial d w my jie mei (gl,wj,fy) dam nice... we watch 10.15 de... v early... then saw jie kaii n zhi ming... oso watch the same time slot... =,=" v qiao... the cinema com bk dwn.. then wait until v lond then the perosn write on the ticket.. cos no com... so she write... then ok lerr... we go buy food.. then wait fer gl until i pek cek... lols... then go in.. miss a lil... a v ncie show... realli enjoy itt..</span><br />then we go ferr prints... then go play bbal.. then i go hme... nice dae... I LURBB JAY!!! SO CUTE!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-111953028492539740?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1119108864987847992005-06-18T23:33:00.000+08:002005-06-18T23:36:08.230+08:00todae went tuition lors... then v sian... then go shopping... then go hme<br /><br />-*_::x::_ lurbbisabermudatriangle`oncei'min #'~ i'llnvreturnbck`- cntt forgett<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-111910886498784799?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1119003141365541552005-06-17T18:10:00.000+08:002005-06-17T18:12:21.366+08:00<div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;">today at first wan go play badminton wibb wj xiang gong de.. budden i got a bad headache then nv go lerrrr... i slp lors.. then i nxt tues mayb go do project bahx... haix... do on deforestation.. sians... dun kil forest... he rawk my life... ??? haix... dunno wad toking miie... sia... haix... </span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-111900314136554155?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1119002997966698332005-06-16T18:01:00.000+08:002005-06-17T18:09:57.966+08:00<span style="color:#666666;">we go watch ghost train... then wj n gl late 15 min,.. i wait thr until wan slp sia.. lols.. nvm la... then after tat we bot tickets lerr... then we go in sit... n watch... its a quite nice movie... not tat scary... but the stroy plot was quite amazing... its abt a captain die in a train tat crashed... n few yrs later her doughter go b the stewrd all these lor... go see bahx... quite nice... then after tat we go montip wan buy bag... but i not enough lerr.. cos i bot a tortoise, a hair band, n eat all these... then we go tis fashio.. cos lp n xiang gong wan buy skirt n three quarter pants... i go try sum clothes on.. they lk quite nice... but i cnt wear as i got sun burn... orh lang wear nice clothes noot nice... so i din buy... the clothes thr v cheap lors... at first we went ebase wan buy clothes as evryting thr 50% off... cool huh? reali v cheap lors... hahas... then nth suit gl... cos she too xiao hai zi lerr... lols... so we go shop shop arnd... then afetr tat i rush hme.. cos i was late.. tot my mum wil scld.. hengs hengs nv... haha... sumtimes i find my parents dun understnd miie... i dunno y i feel tat but they sumhow dun understnd wad i tinking... sumtimes wan communicate w them oso v difficult,... cos will end up sclding each other.. haix... im so troubled..</span><br /><span style="color:#666666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#666666;">xian9 ni..``</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-111900299796669833?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1119002398230893882005-06-14T16:47:00.000+08:002005-06-17T18:01:23.156+08:00<span style="color:#009900;">todae ar... meet ah yi at 11am... then i forgot bring presnt for ah gong then we two run bck hme tke.. hahas.. careless miie... then we go buy flour for sum reason and then go siva house.. his hse quite big sia.,. of cos... terrace laex.. his dog v big n ferocious... wil bite derr.. quite scary... xiong one lorrs... then help himm carry tings there... sit taxi tuu the pit thr... nice place.. but the toilet stinks... v smelli until i wan faint sia... lols... then the boys ar... all useless derr.. mke miie n ah yi tuu start the fire... then go kick soccer... =.=" mei you yong sia... lols...</span><br /><span style="color:#009900;">then after a few HOURS... the fire finnally cn lerr... lols... then we strt bbq the chicken.. then kah beng they all cum... they like da shao ye lor... one us bbq fer them then they go play... piangs... v wad sia... hahas... but they r our entertainment... v farnie... then aug, dol, mul... bbq lorr... dol smoke sia... then i go confiscate n throw on the florr step step step... he angry until dunno how tuu say...lols... i dun wan see ppl smoke infronty of miie lorr... v irritating... esp when he is my fren... then i go join wei jin, fuyee n ah yi gamble... 21 dian... at first i cum hor... alwaes win lors... then win til 8$ then dunno wad happen bcum so bad luck tat i lost til $10... xim tia manx... hahas.,, then david n beng win so much money... i lose until v bo lue... hahas... =) stil owe ah yi $3... she came tuu our rescue for helping us pay the 2$ as kah beng (the cheng keh) tio gor leng lorr.i curs ehim tio ah pei then he got gorleng... =.=". sibei heng manx... biangx.. i oni got one time ban ban n gor leng... they alwaes 21 dian... hahas... then after tat we eat pizza.. then ah yi suggest i pour flour on siva ha gong.. i go run towards n pour.. he tke a pail... run towards the sea n carry sea water n chase us.. n spray us lorr... so scary... lols... then chase miie until v chuan... hahas... then we go bck... siva go change clothes then he tke the remaining flour.. we all chase after beng n david liao... chase until wj they all chase til so fast.. then ah bu nearly tio comb... dunno y they beat him sia... dam it.. then after tat go hme... then i got sun burnn.. then v pain... hahas... sian.. then watch teebee... then slp lerr... hahhas... =)</span><br /><span style="color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#009900;">[missyouu`]</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-111900239823089388?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1118653867211891172005-06-13T01:57:00.000+08:002005-06-13T17:17:25.586+08:00<span style="color:#6600cc;">todae wake up att 7.30 then go fetch tin9s and we go kallang airport have breakfast... had a v full breakfast then we went tuu the jurong water theme park... quite fun larx... kill time... we go wave pool then i wan vomit cos kept up n dwn mahx... den nausea... quite lame actualli.. then the best part was the long water slide... so cool!!! had a grt time mans...we took the red slide cos the blue(longest) was under mantainence *sian* then slide dwn at a v high spped... not ba bahx... the shortest one was the most thrlling one as we r able tuu slide dwn less than 3 sec... n its quite long...</span> <span style="color:#993399;">then we went the jurong the whr ar.. forgot lerr.. hv lunch... eat until v full oso... then go IMM... shop shop for my parents master bedrm... lols... sian one u noe... wok til leg tired... then buy bubble tea... the queue was sho longg... longg until i hav tuu queue for 30 min... n i go buy"squid head" frm old chang kee.. hahas... so nice.. then after tat.. we went kallang thr eat KFC... wahahhas... hav free refill de... then i kep refil n refill... then after tat send tin9 hme then we go hme lerr...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">*__.__ nths gona change my lurbb ferr youu` </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-111865386721189117?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1118502563070763392005-06-12T14:08:00.000+08:002005-06-11T23:09:23.076+08:00<span style="color:#3333ff;">todae im bcum guai kia lerr wors... </span><span style="color:#3366ff;">*hahas* </span><span style="color:#3333ff;">cos got go tuition mahx... good garl hor miie... </span><span style="color:#9999ff;">*lols* </span><span style="color:#3333ff;">sian todae... haix... i go tuition.. then got two new students frm taiwan... turnin up ferr english... theyy v like mature lors... not like miie.. kep kidding arnd... hahas... lame... =)) they kep on laughing at us abt our childish idaes on changing the world.. at least they laugh n listen... better lar... hmmm... tinkin abt the bus 28 incidnet... i tink tat i dun cre anymore... so wad? to the person : youu trying tuu mke life dificult fer miie? hahas... save ur energy... so wad is youu hate miie... i dunn give a damn... i live ferr myslef andd live fer ppl hu love miie... ntt youu... shoo i tink youu shld stopp youu're evil actions against miie as this cnt get the better of miie... i stil live life as usual.. i have my real fwens wibb miie... i dun nidd actingg fwens... so iff youu hate miie.. jus tell miie.... cos i dun care... a piece of advice : stopp youu're fucking filthy mouth if youu wana tokk badd abt miie... well.. so wad if i have a face tat youu dunn like... and soo wadd if i hav a attitude youu condemn? tats ur prob... not mine... nth cn change miie... dun like miie then u jus fark off... tats non of my precious business... youu cnt change the wayy i am... no matter wadd youu do tuu miie... dun vn heck care,,, im washing my hands of tis... so youu should juss back off bitch/ bastard___` youu suckk... farker mother ::</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-111850256307076339?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1118401572174502802005-06-11T10:01:00.000+08:002005-06-10T19:06:12.176+08:00<span style="color:#3366ff;">after readin da tag frm my biological jie... i feel much better... n yes i do... i no im not alone now... =) thks jie... i owe u loads... u rawk my life...!!! lonely no more... i've got all my frens n family... i dun nid guys... all are bunch of liars...tke it or leave it... u dun wan so? i got other ppl wibb miie... tis ting cnt get the better of miie... i noe... a new begining.. thks fer the encouragement my jie!!! =) </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-111840157217450280?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1118400263282267822005-06-11T09:43:00.000+08:002005-06-10T18:44:23.286+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">DAMN IT LOR... SUMONE WRITE MY HP NO. ON THE BUS 28 N WRITE "WAN FREE SEX CALL TIS NO." CHEE BYE!!!! TATS BITCH OR BASTARD HU DID TIS AR... NV DIE B4... FUCK LORR... KNN... BUAY TAHAN... TAT BASTARD BETTER OWN UP... SHOW UP HIS LAN JIAO BIN HOR... HECK HIM INTO PIECES N FEED THEM TUU THE VULTURES.. OR I'LL BOUNCE HIS HEAD OFF EARTH... N HE GOES FLEWING TUU THE OUTER SPACE ... GD LAEX.. I GIBB HIMM FREE RIDE SIA... SIA LAN... GO N DIE AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">TODAE... go ah ma hse bao ba zhang... then go tin9 hse watch harry potter n borrow sum bks frm herr.. hahas... sian... now... todae cried out of anger... dam angry... abt tat ting over.. mke miie feel so as if i v cheap lidat... no way... puii` i'm not tat kind of person lorr... fuck larrr... grrr... haix dun tink so much lerr... i stil got many tuu fan abt... abt himm n many bahx... him ar... v sadd still... dunno y... i dreamt a happie drm today... i dreamt tat he tld miie sry tat he hurt miie n he sae tat he wans tuu b wibb miie... bt i dunno y i sae no... then he say he wld wait ferr miie... then i touch until cry... happi dream.. hope tis drm cum tru.. n i wil sure say yes one... cos logn tuu b wibb himm agn... haix... my luv life is bitter...</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">[</span><span style="color:#cc66cc;">` lurbb himm morree than anytingg else ::\</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">* missyouu //*</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-111840026328226782?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1118409998524520302005-06-11T00:24:00.000+08:002005-06-10T21:26:38.523+08:00i've made up mine mind... i nidd not b wibb euu... butt i cn lurbb euu... tatas wad i wana do.. anyway... today ah gong bdae!! wana wish himm a happi bdae!!! i lurbb euu ah gong!!! =)) smile alwaes!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-111840999852452030?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1118309752838723012005-06-10T08:34:00.000+08:002005-06-09T17:35:52.843+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">yay!!!</span> <span style="color:#3333ff;">finally finish lerr.. wibb the help of pei ying, wei jin they all... today wei jin, fuyee, guiling cum mua hse... kekeX... they ate at my hse... n go hme abt 3pm bahx... then we go ep gai gai go see dog, eat old chang kee de </span><span style="color:#3366ff;">SQUID </span><span style="color:#3333ff;">then go popular find book lors... wahhahas... =)) met a bastard... cos we go in the shop mah... then the ppl say close lerr... we nvm laex... then i turn around a nerdy cbk point at us laughing... SHEN JING BING! kiam pa lors... kao bei so much.. ppl got ask him for yi jian ar? ta ma de... wan die ar.... fuck ar... knn... bo dai bo ji dee siao us... sumore we dunno him... then i scld him"si jiao bin.. ta ma de!" wa lao... buay tahan... if he scld bck i giv him one blardy slap arx... dam shit... haix... tis few daes i hv bin drowning myself w activities wibb my frens...</span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">they r my oni hope tuu help mii get over it... haix... thks tuu them fer standing by my side... i feel a lil better... but i wld wiat fer him... yes i wld.. heres a poem fer my dears fwens cum sisters...</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">fwenship does not nid evrydae conversation.</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">doesnt always nid togetherness,</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">as long as the relationship is kept in the hart,</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">true fwens nv grow apart.</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">if u nid a fwen, and there r 100 step.</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">u cn jus tke a step n i wld tke the 99 step jus</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc66cc;">FOR YOU!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:100%;color:#ff6666;">another poem ferr the one n oni forest... i lurb euu...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">if i brk ur hart, </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">wil u giv miie a chance tuu mend it back?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">if u brk my hart,</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">wld u bother tuu look around,</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">n c the scar tats left behind?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">`` ming ming hai hen aii nii, dan bu gann gao shu nii ]]</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-111830975283872301?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1118149272363863732005-06-08T11:46:00.000+08:002005-06-07T21:01:12.370+08:00<span style="color:#333300;">todae spend the whole dae tinking ob euu bahx.. wei jin cum my hse... wathc tv oso tink ob euu.. help her apply nail polish oso tink ob euu... u once said tat.. our luv is forever... cos i asked u.. wad it means by havin luv tat is a lot... then u tokd miie... is yong yuan derr ai... haix.,.. i long tuu hear tis frm euu... dun u noe tat... mayb u dun cre abt mie anymore... i noe... but i stil cre ferr u like the past... luv u as much as the past... bcos i luv u too much n luv u too much cn cuase tuu luv forever... rmb u told miie on the day we patch agn at 14o5o5 tat if i dun luv u, u luv miie forever cn liao... now i wld say tis tuu euu... if u dun luv miie already.. nvm i luv u cn liao... haix... memories... y cnt it b present... i use tuu scrared losing euu.. n i tokd u thru a frenster msg... rmb? but u replied promising miie at u wld nv ever leave miie... now u relai live miie... my life is in a darkenss haix... rmb tat time u nearlki go up n say pledge for the whole sch.. we made a promise tat we wld not get into trouble w cher by being so guai lan n end up in principal.. n before we gg tuu guia lan... we wld tink of eahc otehr... n so we wld not guai lan ler... haix./.. rmb? i fell dwn at the playgrnd n we played the swing togethr n chin kiat they all left us alone.. n u kep aksin miie if i was ok... rmb??? do u rmb all this? u noe how much i've bin misiing u n tink of euu... i relai luv euu a lot wors... u nv left my mind since u lef miie.. is the first time i lurb sum1 til i cn wait fer him the whoel life time... jus wana tel u tat i hope we wld b like the past together.. when life is no worries... i hope u wld come bck tuu miie... woaiinii boi... yong yuan aii nii.. ni shii wo ying yuan de boii he bao beii.. wo si zhen de hen ai ni boi... -wonder how kor is doing.. hope he is fine... =)</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-111814927236386373?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1118038912462589602005-06-07T05:20:00.000+08:002005-06-06T14:21:52.466+08:00<span style="color:#cc33cc;">now tuning tuu "someone's watching over miie" i stil rmb i told u on the phone tat tis song is the song tat i tune tuu whne m sad... do u rmb? n i evn let euu hear it... haix... u tink i cn b happier? no... y? cos i miss euu... y mus destiny bring us apart? =(<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><span style="color:#33ccff;">now my cousins are at my hse wors... haix... nth cn cheer miie up bahx... ppl tink tat im carefree... cos i refuse tuu let my sadness surface n affect evryone's mood... though i din fail tuu smile bt im breaking inside.. bleeding...</span></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><span style="color:#33ccff;"></span></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><span style="color:#33ccff;">- </span><span style="color:#ffff00;">imisseuu *-</span></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><span style="color:#ffff00;"></span></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><br /></span><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-111803891246258960?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1118039470466809672005-06-06T14:29:00.000+08:002005-06-06T14:31:10.470+08:00<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-111803947046680967?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1118039825472493742005-06-06T05:35:00.000+08:002005-06-06T14:37:05.473+08:00<span style="color:#99ff99;">Everybody's got something, they had to leave behind,One regret from yesterday, that just seems to grow with time,There's no use looking back, oh wondering,How it could be now, oh might have been, Oh this I know, but still I can't find ways to let you go,I never had a dream come true...<br />Till the day that I found youEven though I pretend that I've moved onYou'll always be my baby,I never found the words to say You're the one I think about each dayAnd I know no matter where life takes me to A part of me will always be with you.</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;"> Somewhere in my memory I've lost all sense of time,And tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind,There's no use looking back, oh wondering </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">How it should be now, oh might have been </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go, I never had a dream come trueTill the day that I found youEven though I pretend that I've moved onYou'll always be my baby,I never found the words to say You're the one I think about each dayAnd I know no matter where life takes me toA part of me will always be...</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">You'll always be the dream that fills my head</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">Yes you will, say you will, you know you will oh baby,You'll always be the one I know I'll never forget,There's no use looking back oh wondering,</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">Because love is a strange and funny thing, </span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">No matter how I try, I try I just can't say goodbye, no no no no,</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">I never had a dream come true<br />Till the day that I found you</span><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">Even though I pretend that I've moved onYou'll always be my baby,I never found the words to say, </span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">You're the one I think about each day,</span><br /><span style="color:#99ffff;">And I know no matter where life takes me toA part of me will always be with you.A part of me will always be with you, oooohhh.</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;">u'll nv noe how much i lurb euu....</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-111803982547249374?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1117967586435322752005-06-05T18:24:00.000+08:002005-06-05T18:33:06.436+08:00<span style="color:#33ffff;">haix... nobd loves miie... so sadd... im so unwanted wors... haix... =( todae mrs loh called my mum.. she tld her tat i pon tang tuition lesson... haix... i v guilty bahx... cos im wasting my mum's money.. but u see.. i v tired mahx... then a lil guai guai then dun wan go tuition.. haix... hate tis freakin world...</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">today i dreamt of himm... haix.. another sadd dream... he said "dun pester miie anymore... we wil nv b together... " haix... v sad until i cry... it seem so real? isit a omen fer miie? if he wan mi to giv up y cnt he tel miie? haix... mayb he doesnt like miie anymre bahx... my hart is alwaes his... ppl sae time heals all wounds.. but my scar seem tuu grow w time... much more painful... but i kept the pain tuu myself... i noe he'll nv b mine agn... =(</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"><3><span style="color:#33ff33;">tinking</span> <span style="color:#00cccc;">of euu more n more each dae...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"><3</span> <span style="color:#339999;">i</span> <span style="color:#33ff33;">m</span><span style="color:#33ff33;">iiss</span> <span style="color:#00cccc;">euu //*</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"><3</span> <span style="color:#00cccc;">y cnt i</span> <span style="color:#33ff33;">forget</span><span style="color:#00cccc;"> u? ? </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-111796758643532275?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1117895171811128532005-06-05T13:22:00.000+08:002005-06-05T18:24:10.436+08:00<span style="color:#ffcc99;">haix... jus cme bck mustafa centre... now waiting fer my songs tuu b downloaded then i upload tuu my mp3.. hav been missing him bahx... but i noe he'll noe n nv heck care if im alive or dead... cos i dun mean anyting tuu him.. not like de past.. tats y i hope the past wld b th present so i cn see how wonderful the world cn b... haix... i jus cnt stop tinking abt him bahx...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-111789517181112853?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1117895592717695492005-06-04T22:26:00.000+08:002005-06-04T22:33:12.723+08:00<span style="color:#ccccff;">now he is so dearly tuu miie... haix... y mus luv b so hurting? y mus we b brot aprt? Y?! i tot we wil b together de... din expect the sudden change.. the world chnage so much... ppl chnage so fast... the hart changes like the speed of blinking eye... my hart ache evrytime... miss him so much.. does any1 noe how i feel? i bet no1 cn understnd the hartache i've bin suffering frm... is thr a remedy fer it?</span> <span style="color:#9999ff;">the remedy aka the magic = HIM... oni he cn cure my hartache.. i long tuu b w him once agn.. jus like the past... so hapi n carefree... no worries but colours evrywhr... now... so sadd n dull... evryting in blck and white... so "dan diao"... hiax... i miss him lots... </span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;"> - wo xiang nii*][xiang zhe nii</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;"> - bu guan you duo mo de ku*][zi yao neng rang nii kai xing.</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;"> - wo she me dou yuan yi*][zhe yang aii nii -</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">(( xiang hui dao guo qu ))</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">_ whrs the happi miie? _ .x</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-111789559271769549?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1117851949216631492005-06-04T10:20:00.000+08:002005-06-04T10:25:49.220+08:00<span style="color:#ccffff;">morning lerr... i got new mp3 player wors... my wish cum tru... hope other wish cum tru too...</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">tuu the person : wo hai ai nii.. shui ran wo men yi fen shou lerr... dan wo dui ni de aii shi yong yuan bu bian... xi wang wo men neng gou hui dao guo qu...</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">i rather b hurt badly then miie hurting himm... hope u r fine... =) iluvyouu</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-111785194921663149?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1117793538920698752005-06-03T17:59:00.000+08:002005-06-03T18:12:18.923+08:00lols... now my ke ai derr lao po here wors... jus came bck frm science centre wors... not bd la... at least not v sian... =D quite interesting bah.. v amazing too... hahas.. hows my skin? thks tuu pei ying wors... she help make de wors... its she put derr... thks tuu herr.. wahahahs... she rox... =) now tuning tuu "fall tuu pieces" avril lavigne.. nice song.. kekeX... v sian now oso... heheX... i got tke sum pics at sci centre... but cnt upload cos my mms siao lerr... kekeX... actualli i've bin missing him wors... but i nv msg him as i scraed he'll find mi a nuisance.. the way he tok tuu miie v cold de... i quite sad... bt chose not tuu tok tuu him lerr... so dun tok is better bahs... but of cos i wil xiang ta der... bt mayb all tis are my wishful tinking... first time tke so long tuu forget sum1 bahx... y m i like tat? i'm so useless n shit wors... =( hahas... its bin 37 daes he left miie lerr... all dullness n no colourful daes agn.. when in the past i was so carefree as i noe he cared fer miie... now sad evrydae... smile all fake jus fer a show... wad a silly garl i m... hope we cn fly bck tuu the cong qian bah...<br /><br />* ~ iwishiwishferhimm ~ *<br /><br />;.; guiling n xuans lao gong lao po 1314 ^^, ;.;<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-111779353892069875?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1117765645651656382005-06-03T10:24:00.000+08:002005-06-03T10:27:44.393+08:00heyy thr... later i gg sci centre w my bao bei lao po guiling.. wahahs... XD see ya soon ) ] mwackx ;;<br /><br /><em><strong><span style="color:#3366ff;">x._ miissshimmm _.x</span></strong></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-111776564565165638?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13357154.post-1117707479128297132005-06-02T18:04:00.000+08:002005-06-02T18:17:59.133+08:00todae is sunni... well... sunni so wad? all i see is rain ever since i lost my reason to live... this is my first entry wors... XD heheX... my blog haven put the skin yet.. so must find one nice nice skin... tis one too boring lerr.. hmmm todae go wei jin hse...watch tong xin yuan n ying cha yang cuo n play bkb... well i go it almost evrydae bahx... aussie so cute manx.. feed her biscuit today... she sre is growing fast wors.. =)) haix... all smiles has a brokenn smile behind... so hurts... but m fine w it bahx... hope will hv miracle... awaiting fer the moment... kekeX.. i mus lk on the bright side bahx... as long happi i will oso happi ders... ^^, i'll try tuu b a carefree garl evrydae... hmmm... heyy todae i've made a plan lerr... i wan tuu change my attitude n b a more gentle gal n easygoing garl... i've found out a phrase tat i tink its very menaingfull... n this phrase is dedicated tuu tuu himm wors... but hope we cn go bck past agn bahx... ("V")cn miracles happen? l|l |ll| |||| i wonderr wors___ x<br /> <br /> *-[ [ its.fate.tat.brot.us.together.but.destiny.tat.brot.us.apart ] ]-*<br /><br /> ` ` i.wan.euu.tuu.rmb.tat.i'll.alwaes.b.ur.shadow ` `<br /><br /><br /><br /> :: woaiinii ::<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13357154-111770747912829713?l=misslonelygarl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>` ` [ (* sad d pa ra disee of f my ow nn* ) ] ` `http://www.blogger.com/profile/16875951293359259870noreply@blogger.com0